Cacti

I feel like I'm really going nuts lately. 

Even though I did some crazy shit, I feel like I was generally much better at the whole being an adult thing when I first moved out at age 20 than I am now. 

Maybe I was just excited to be in a new environment. I've stayed at this apartment for two years, which is longer than I've been at one place in my adult life so far. I don't know if that's what's driving me nuts or what. We are hopefully moving out in a few months. I haven't even put fourth any effort into it though. I don't put fourth effort into anything anymore. I am very well aware that it's my fault and that bitching doesn't help anything. You know how it is. 

The idea of packing is making me anxious. I usually do it at the last second, but I feel like I've collected more shit over the past couple years than the previous times I've packed. Maybe not. I know it will be okay. It always sucks but is never that big of a deal. I have exactly four boxes packed. Three filled with VHS tapes (not even close to my whole collection) and one filled with some paintings I've made over the past couple months. Maybe if I find a box lying around today, I'll pack something else.  I have some shit for the thrift store. I'm going to have even more when I go through all my stuff. My closet is stressing me out. I have all sorts of boxes at the top of my closet and have no idea what's in them. Shit that I didn't have a use for but didn't want to get rid of I guess. Let's see if I still feel that way now, once I go through them. It's been two years and I have no idea. 

When we move out, we plan on building a new cat tower, which should be a fun project. I am also excited to buy a new couch. Not a new new couch but a new to me couch. Something real wild from the thrift store. I'm hoping for a floral print that people would now consider "ugly" or just something really bright with wacky shapes all over it. We saw the cutest little couch at the thrift store a few months ago, it had little zebras and giraffes and what not all over it. Just bad timing. 

Anyways, here are some pictures I took at the airport on July 9, 2017 of some lovely cacti.