4/22/25

 We live in a new place now. It's much nicer. I'm still quite depressed. Just having trouble finding motivation to do anything more than what I have to, and barely finding enough to do that. I woke up last night feeling quite itchy. Having weird dreams all night again like I do every night. I love sleeping and going off to Dreamland. I have a bunch of plants that I enjoy taking care of. They make me feel a bit more peaceful. I hope whoever reads this is having a nice day.

9/2/24

 

Here are a few pages from 2021.
Today was a productive day. We were off for Labor Day. 
I’ve been reading some of the old blogs on here. Does anyone go on here at all anymore? 
Getting out was a good thing. My brain felt like soup. I haven’t really been into anything lately. I need to do better. 

8/29/24

Here's a couple pictures of Castles N Coasters from 2010 or 2011.
Addie's birthday was the other day. He took them to the mall. Unfortunately I had to work. 
It was just Will and I at work yesterday. I am finding motivation to get through each day increasingly difficult. I did well at my serving job last night, though. I do enjoy serving sometimes. Everything is driving me fucking crazy for the most part. I think I'm driving myself crazy. It's 5:22 AM. I had a bunch of weird dreams as always. My mom wanted me to go to a rainbow meeting and we got in a huge fight about it (in my dream, obviously) and i was trying to find earrings to wear. There were plenty more. Anyways I have to get up in an hour. Agggghh. It's Justin's birthday today. I am going to try to sleep a little bit more, or at least enjoy the peacefulness before I have to start this day.

8/24/24

 

Here are some Polaroids of downtown Jacksonville that I took in 2023. I don’t currently have a scanner, so these are the best quality photos I have at the moment. I took these while riding around on the scooters and exploring. I do love downtown Jax. 
Will had to go to the Mandarin store today. We woke up at 6. I didn’t have to, but I got a full ass night of sleep. Had a lot of dreams. I love 6 AM when everything’s still dark. Especially when I didn’t have to wake up that early. One of life’s simple pleasures. Anyways, the store there is about to close, (tomorrow), and now that people know that it’s been busy as hell. I worked there for a year, it was the most boring job I’ve ever had besides the seafood place I worked at. 
Today I need to clean. It’s not too bad, my main things right now are the surfaces in our room and breaking down more boxes for recycling. 
I keep listening to Move On Up by Curtis Mayfield this morning. The long one. It’s just not long enough.

8/23/24

Good morning. Here's a photograph I took I 2010, I believe. My brain has been driving me nuts, but I'm going to have a good day today.

Sleep

 Me doing my 2 favorite things..sleeping and cuddling with a cat.

I love sleeping. It’s my favorite part of the day. I am a heavy dreamer. I have many dreams each night. Lately, they have mostly been about cleaning the messy ass house I grew up in.

I sleep with stuffed animals every night, with my boyfriend lying next to me and my cat at my feet. It’s great. In fact, I’ll be going to sleep pretty soon here, hell yeah!

8/3/24

 Mona has her vet appointment today. I know they’ll just tell me she’s too fat. Got a lot of shit to do. I’m a bit overwhelmed with life.